one day ill grow up - was the first piece of lingerie I made for myself during my transition, filled with chia and alfalfa, it demonstrates how femininity is grown into rather than given at birth. The memorialization of my past self and rebirth for my future self, as-well as remembering our murdered and missing trans sisters. The embroidery is a phrase from Antony and the Johnsons’s “For Today I am a Boy”. I sing this to myself when Im crippled by dysphoria.